Feeling Guilty

I have been away but even when I'm home, my head is swimming and I'm a little "out of touch."

Feeling guilty about:

* Not calling my sponsor for a couple of weeks
* Not getting to nearly enough meetings
* Not being here to take care of the dog at 0'dark hundred every morning
* Not getting enough work done during the day (although I'm working my ever-loving ass off, there's always more to do!!

It's okay though, because I have a plan of action. I'm calling my sponsor as soon as I'm done here and I sent her a really nice present for her birthday (not out of guilt, but because I just love her so much and I want her to know what she means to me). I'm leading a meeting tonight, even though I have no idea what the topic is. Being on my feet helps keep me honest. I got up at an ungodly hour yesterday morning to take care of the dog...and will again tomorrow and Friday morning.

As far as work goes, I busted my butt today. So I don't feel bad quitting at five to take the dog to the dog park. It makes me happy and I'm doing it. Period.

Off to call my sponsor! :)