Faith...

....is a wonderful thing.

I have faith that tomorrow will go exactly as it's supposed to. I have faith that my Higher Power is going to take care of me and the Universe will provide exactly what I need.

In fact, I'm okay with getting fired. It would be a clean break and a clear sign that I shouldn't be there anymore.

I know that I will have to look to find the peace inside my heart during my meeting with Devil Boss and Nice Boss tomorrow. But I had a good meeting with Nice Boss today and I'm feeling better. I can't say that he totally believes me...but he was really open minded and assured me that even if I get fired from this job tomorrow, he'll make sure I have some temporary work in the short term so I can find something else. That gives me peace of mind....and makes me hope that I do get fired tomorrow. What a turn of events!

All I have to do is show up in the meeting and voice my truth. The only person that has to believe me is me. And I have enough faith in my life to know that I'm going to be okay no matter what happens.

I can't say that I'll sleep completely soundly tonight. But I can say that I've done all I can and will go to bed knowing that this entire situation is out of my hands.

If you're reading this and you know me (or even if you don't), send some positive energy my way, would you? If you pray, then say a prayer. If you meditate, think of me. I am accepting all forms of positive energy between now and the meeting tomorrow morning. I'm going to need it.

And to my Higher Power--I'd like to express my gratitude. I'm grateful for all that I've learned and all you continue to teach me. I'm grateful for Boss, who has helped me remember that I am the most important person in my life and that nobody else's expectations of me matter.

That's all. More tomorrow.